Leigh's Journal #2


Chassity is officially mine. For real. And I almost can't believe it myself but shiiiiiiiiid, it happened. Me and her been chilling for a minute since we met at school, we always meet up after school to do our homework together n' shit ( ... LOL), and she always makes us grilled cheese sandwiches and Yoo-Hoo. Like, I feel like this is some middle school type shit, but it's dope and the fact that I'm... Happy is kinda messing me up. I be in class trying to do my work and can't because I'm too busy looking at her. Talking to her. Thinkin' bout her. I swear the other day the teacher asked a question and my "Space Cadet" headass was so far in the clouds I answered the question with HER NAME. He done moved me across the room because I guess he peeped it's something going on betsheween us now, but that ain't stopping this distraction lmfao

Her daddy STILL scares the shit outta me though. I told you that man is a skinny ass, 7-foot giant and he always strapped. But he like me tho??? And the way Chassity talk, I'm lucky because that man apparently don't let NOBODY even LOOK at her. I asked her what the hell was so different about me and she told me he said it was cuz when I first came to their house he could tell I was nervous but didn't show it and I looked him in the eye which is a huge deal for him cuz he "don't do disrespect". That had me thinking "well shit, what kinda dudes you brought home?" I ain't ask.

I decided yesterday to invite her over after school (with her dad's permission lol) since I'm always at her house, and she's never been to mine. We had bout 2 hours to ourselves before my parents got in from work. I wanted to ... "Use that time wisely"if you know what I mean. Whenever we at her house, her little brother comes home about 15 minutes after we walk in the house, and then her mom runs some kinda business from home so she's normally in her office when we get there. It was almost like she was BEGGING me to bust her shit wide open without saying anything, and I had been thinking bout it. Like, REEEEALLY thinking about it. She so damn perfect... Her body perfect, her lips perfect, everything bout shorty is just EVERYTHING. We were sitting on the couch just looking at TV and eating Salt & Vinegar chips and her hands just couldn't stay to themselves... And neither could mine. Fifteen minutes into a Black Ink Crew re-run she's straddled across my lap and putting hickeys on my neck. By that time I was ready to (and GOING TO) give it to her. But I heard a car pull into the drive-way. It was Nate's ass. 🙄 I hurried up and threw my shirt back over my head (and practically THREW her off me back onto the sofa) and went to open the door.

Nate: YO!
Me: Wassup?
Nate: [Peeps around me through the cracked door] Well... Wassup?
Me: [Clears throat] Chillin'...
Nate: [Still looking over my shoulder] Hey, how you doing! I'm Nate.... This lil nigga's big brother.

I turned around to see Chassity grinning and waving talmbout some "Hiiii!" ðŸ˜’

Me: What you want man?
Nate: Oh, I was coming to see if Dad was here.
Me: Damn man, you couldn't just CALL him?
Nate: You know he don't pick up his phone!

He paused like it was taking him a second to gather his thoughts and he finally was just like:

Nate: OH! [Lowers voice] Am I interrupting?
Me: InterruptED, but it's all good. [Rolls eyes]
Nate: Nah man, Ima go. I ain't know. [laughs]
Me: Well whatever moment that was happening it's gone now...
Nate: Well sheeeeeeiiiii.... Don't let me stop you from recreating. I'm out, I'll hit dad back up later.
Me: Just come back later, he home from work round 6.
Nate: Aight.

After he left, I tried to work up the nerve to get the mojo back, but like I told him, moment's gone. Maybe some other time. -_- Damn I can't wait til I move out and get my own place.

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